Monday, October 10, 2011
Wanted to patch back. But I guess I'm not there, everything happens. I have no idea what to do now. You tell me. Cause I have a feeling your telling me to give up going back with you.
5:36 PM
Loved ♥
Sunday, October 2, 2011
Hi unwelcome guest. Idk who gave you my blog's URL, but I know when you visit my stie due to a software I'm using. I have no means to put this blog private (:all I want to know is who gave you this url. Peace.
12:03 AM
Loved ♥
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
"I love you so much, I think of you everyday. Every minute, every second. I see you enjoy yourself in class gaining attention from them. I can understand, but I need you to answer this question. Do you love me?" wanted to send this to you. But end up I'm a coward. I'm afraid. I'm afraid of being hurt..
11:19 PM
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Sunday, September 25, 2011
I'm happy to see you live the life you want. Surrounded by boys, getting great attention by them. I'm happy for you (: I saw one of them put on a jacket for you in class. AWW.. Haha. Now is the period I go on what I call "Heart Repair". I've been hurt too many times and Ive to repair the heart myself. You have the help of so many guys. Tat makes the heart repair so much faster. LOL! Ocassionaly I miss you, BUUUT, ya know I think of ways I'll get hurt all over agin. Nope! Haha. Even if I wanna get back, guess those guys will protect you from a kpkb guy, which once you call me.. Fuck, that was like so hurtful! Never wanna experience that again. :o LOL!!!
11:50 PM
Loved ♥
Saturday, August 27, 2011
I don't hog onto my phone for 24 hours. Sorry for having a life.
10:32 PM
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Tuesday, August 23, 2011
This is all my fault huh? Haha... I guess so. I get this feeling of jealousy whenever i turn to look at at you. All the while I laughed with Samuel, Raj etc. i would always turn to look at you. Crying every night does'nt seem to work anymore either. You got me down on my knees, when in my mind i can see, how foolish i could be. I surrender..
4:56 PM
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Saturday, August 6, 2011
Sitting on the edge of the window again. Only this time it's much more cooling, and my parents are shouting.
2:30 PM
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Wednesday, August 3, 2011
Sitting on the edge of the window of the 11th floor. Scenery looks nice. I dun understand why. You have guys to cheer you up. Plenty. While me, not even daring to talk to girls, have no one to confide to. Talking to the guys makes it worse. They spread it, make fun of it. See the link? Let x be you and y be me. X > Y. They willingly message you. I know I'm no match compared to them. They have better looks, height, everything. Me? I'm all alone, cold, helpless. You hated any girl you know I talked to. Some of them are helping, some are giving advice. Have you made clear what was happening? I have decided, to nit talk to girls. I dun wan you hating on every girl.
12:17 AM
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Tuesday, August 2, 2011
She don't the know the reason. Dun ask her. Cos there is no reason behind.
10:22 PM
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I don't want the world to see me, cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am. I can't fight the tears that ain't coming, or the moment of the truth in your lies. When everything feels like the movies, yeah I bleed just to know I'm alive
9:23 PM
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Tuesday, July 26, 2011
I guess you don't need me anymore. You have found a guy who could make you smile. I did what I can while I can.
6:54 AM
Loved ♥
Monday, July 25, 2011
Smiling but I'm close to tears, after knowing tat your _____ was;nt meant for me.
11:06 PM
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He says i'm don't deserve you. Mayb he's right. I think the other guys deserve you more. Either one of them. Mayb all. I lose to them in terms of everything. Ur too good for me.
9:55 PM
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I knw i used a lot of vugarities. But i was like this from the start. You were'nt like this. Please, i loved the old you. I knw i myself have changed, tell me. I'll change. And also hi to all the ppl who are not even suppose to be here. Tell me ur email, i can invite u then u can politely enter this blog, without budging in on others privacy.
8:05 PM
Loved ♥
Lynn chan, the main problem of everything. None of you three were like her. Until recently. She step ah lian only.
7:16 PM
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You got brain washed by the three of them. You weren't like this be4. Please dun turn into them. Flirty, proud, bitches. You started to scold so much vulgarities. This is not you. Wake up pls. If not I have no choice.
7:02 PM
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Sunday, July 24, 2011
I shown you all the best of me, but I'm afraid my best wasn't good enough. And I feel like I'm just a mistake, I wonder if it's worth all the tears tat won't go away. I wish I could see that I try to impress her but she was wasn't Impressed at all. Broken angel, was I sad when she crushed all my dreams. Broken angel, inside I'm dying cause I can't believe tat she would change so much. And now the days pass, with the notion tat I was to blame. U seem so strong sometimes, but I know I'm still the same. Weak, helpless. I'm just a broken angel...
6:06 PM
Loved ♥
Cried myself to sleep.. Not going today rehearsal to see anything.
1:13 PM
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Monday, July 18, 2011
I feel like going to the extend of going to every boy and say "get off my girl." and just punch them in the face. I'm losing my mind, and I feel like I have the need to kill every single one of them.. Why must you be so popular among boys.. :(
1:36 AM
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Did you not consider me? :(
12:25 AM
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